I woke up from another dream in which you were everywhere I went. I shut myself away, I hid, I drowned myself in the deepest ocean and you were there. Always. Just standing there. And having found me, you’d walk away again and leave me wishing you wouldn’t.
I want to call you by every vile name I can think of but I can’t. I can’t because I remember that for a moment you made me happy and a little happiness is worth the anger..