If I were telling the truth

If I were telling the truth
I would have told her I fancied her rather than the cryptic shröedinger’s cat and chasing unicorns story.

If I were telling the truth
law school would have just been a near miss and I wouldn’t be here.

If I were telling the truth
Blaauwberg would just have unpleasant memories,
RAG would be a bitter experience
and I wouldn’t be hung up over how things ended.

If I were telling the truth
Tash wouldn’t be the girl that got away but rather the stranger she is.

If I were telling the truth
I wouldn’t have this blog, I wouldn’t need an outlet for the semi-truth.

If I were telling the truth
Then I’d have told her I just didn’t fancy her that way.

If I were telling the truth
I might like myself better.
But I’m not, am I?
What here really is the truth?

– 14/12/12

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